That i was supposed to be using this blog site for school purposes,but i guess not.My teacher Adam hasn't told us to do anything with this site any more so ill guess ill just use it for my personal stuff. I'm pretty sure no ones gonna read this and ill just be blogging bull shit and none sense since i have got nothing better to do.Fuck man i feel like i have been sober way to long. I get tempted sometimes to go back to my old ways. although Luis sometimes makes me think that its not the best idea.Although i also dont see what the big deal with canvas is .My senior year is also coming to an end as well, god damn how the years go by so fast and im starting to feel a little worried, I just want to know that by the end of the school year ill have some place to go. My biggest fear in life is not only that a giant meteor will come down any time soon or that ill live long enough to see the effects of what we humans have done to this planet ,but that ill never get anything accomplished.
I wanna be able to go to school fulfill my long time dream of become involved with forensics and perform autopsy's on human body's and shit like that, maybe settle down with Luis and i don't know. Also learning guitar and piano much better by the time Im at leas 25. life goes by way too quick and each day counts, if you sit there and do nothing, you have wasted time on doing nothing when you could have been doing somethingvery useful with your time. Truth is i hate to admit it but thats me sometimes, i sit at home not do anything but talk with luis or go online and talk with him when i could be doing something way more useful, and its not that hes in the way or anything i just feel like i could use my time more wisely . I'm young and have my whole life ahead of me and if i don't act quickly now ill never accomplish those two main goals that i have had since middle school.And looking back now its gone way to fats for me to be able to control it
i guess this is my first personal post since i get lazy writing in my diary. ill do it here instead
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